Mental Health Day.
May 19th, 2005 by Kate
I am in serious need of a break. Someone stop the world! I want to get off. Maybe just disappear for a day. All I need is a day when I don’t have to do anything for anyone. I can lie in bed and not feel guilty about not doing anything. Not going to happen anytime soon.
The plan was to have a MHD on Sunday, but I got called to Sherman to put my creativity to work on the last entries of David’s Senior Scrapbook. He graduates next Saturday! I feel old. And I wasn’t too nice about putting together the pages. The Reid’s threw him a little party in their backyard which was nice. Emily Reid and I talked like we were old friends; it is always interesting going home and hanging out with people I went to High School with for the first time. Sometimes when I go to my parent’s house, I have to lay low because I don’t have time to see everyone or do everything that I want to do. Mostly, I just want to spend time with my family because I’m so used to having them around and frankly, I miss them. I felt bad for not going over to see Jill, but it wasn’t physically possible. I really wanted to get back to Denton and relax.
Tonight is the first free night I have this week. The first chance I have to really sit down and study for the LSAT which is in less than four weeks. So technically, it isn’t really free but I don’t have to drive any where or entertain anyone. Jessica goes to work at 6, so I get to see her a little bit before she goes. And I can go to bed early. And by early I mean before 2am.
Now that we live in separate rooms instead of the same one, I feel like J and I don’t spend any time together, which totally isn’t true, it’s just in a different way. Oh, and Kasey brought us a Super Nintendo yesterday. I’ve never had a game system before! It’s old school, but its going to be fun once I get some spare time.
I’m just feeling really burnt out right now. I’m physically and mentally exhausted although I keep pushing myself to accomplish things. Being a superhuman isn’t easy, it can be quite tiring actually, and I just need a vacation. I guess I’m aiming for the Wednesday after the LSAT which is the day before the the 3day activities really begin.
By the way, Star Wars last night (this morning) was awesome. More on that later, now back to ‘work.’ The Murphy Center site should go live soon! Hopefully by the end of this week. It’s pretty exciting putting all your hard work live for others to see and admire.
Currently listening to Christmas Present by The Rocket Summer on my iPod.